By Mark Russell
My teeth are not my own.
They have been replaced
With someone else’s teeth.
Changed shape.
Changed texture.
Fused together.
Where there was
Looseness,
Only stiff rigidity.
Bone jutted in gum like headstones in dirt.
These teeth try their best
To pretend they’re mine,
But give themselves away
Through resonant tension
Or involuntary chatter.
Communicating with each other in Morse code.
Tap tap tap.
It seems these false teeth conspire against the rest of my body.
When it purges negativity,
They quietly latch onto
Mouthfuls of emotion,
Holding them hostage
Until fit to burst,
To explode,
Shatter.
Each tooth a dozen shards,
Impaling my mouth.
Puncturing my gums.
Severing my uvula.
Clogging my throat until I’m
Choking on chipped bone
And drowning in blood.
Sometimes at night I can feel my
Uninvited mouthguests flothering to escape.
Jailbreak from the jawed prison.
I wonder; if they managed to
Wrench free from my gums,
Would they take the rest of
My skull with them?
Maybe they are my teeth after all,
But my skeleton itself wishes
To be free from me,
To give up on me,
To abandon me to myself,
Same as the rest.